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Salam.....

Petang tadi baba mendapat serangan jantung semula...Mulanya baba tidak benarkan mama maklumkan pada kami yang cuma tinggal sebelah pintu,....Bukan baba saja boleh dapat sakit jantung....kami pun lembek macam kain buruk basah, lepas balik tadi....We were worried sick,hampir nak menghubungi hospital.Baba macam biasa,tidak akan merungut,cuma bila kami perasan Baba banyak diam dan tidak tumpang gelak 'lakwak bodo' kami,maka we literally have 2 ask if he is paining anywhere.He was in pain since balik petang tadi,he had 'orthopnea'-shortness of breath in lying down flat..Gave him something 2 eat(Thank Allah-Hj amir Razelan hantar lauk ptg tadi,so..tak payah masak).....but as usual,baba cuma jamah sikit,perut Baba memang 'kembung'..so we started antacid and 'proton pump inhibitor'....He might have a lot of spark in his mind as tomorrow is the appointment date.We understand we will have a long day tomorrow....checking out from BWR and baba's appointment at the same time.GTN spray does not relief the pain,even after trying to alleviate the pain by massaging.We couldn't manage to put him to sleep, to get the rest that he needed..even with xanac, he popped up from bed gasping for air....I have the 'pusin-pusin' time to blame...and I'll always remember it, the next time we really need to embark on one.We stayed by his side, urut his numb Right hand and both aching legs and back,and recall happy moments we cherish together as one happy family....and those happy thoughts puts him to sleep.................Maasyaaallaahhh.....Tabaaarakallaaahh.......It's 12.31,I can blame the jetlag, but truth is I'm worried sick.........till tomorrow....but for tonight we'll stand guard and be on call 24/7....

p/s: Sori Pojan....when i'm messed up ,i'm in lost for bahasa,and started cursing in Uncle Sam's words...sorry again.. 

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Today,we decided to bring baba out...perhaps stretch a few muscle fibre after the long haul flights.We thought that fresh air could ease up the tension that has been building up before the appointment date.....and we(KTG) desperately need to shake off that extra pounds,that has been accumulating since the day we arrived.Believe it or not, someone called up last night(an acquiantance of Untie Ann-remember untie Ann ,Dekna.....our neihgbour in Taman Bangi...just a few doors away.....oppppsssss....Dekna belum lahir masa kat Taman Bangi...Awe must've remembered).......she voluntered to bring us on her MPV.....just to get some fresh air.....'pusing-pusing'...we call it....Untie Annie is a singaporean but migrated here like 30yrs back, married to a converted Italian man...and guess what ...she's never been to the South Bay Area....and the pusin-pusin ws a real 'pusin-pusin' thing...3 hours from Menlo Park to Golden Gate....drop to kencing at G.G coz kenot tahan already....then went straight back....no GPS if u have to ask me...and we depended on the map....Finally got back to BWR...and everybody tasted the sweet'motion sickness'...esp Dr Azlin n wcd as we need to navigate using the poor old map.......We saw Baba spraying his GTN...and we instantly know that we need to head straight to BWR....anyway Untie Annie is very nice and sweet....but next time its the 'yellow cab'.....n now everybody is zzz..zzzzz...and I desperately need mine...hope this 'roller coaster' inside my head...will slip away after one dose of nap...I'll include all the details when we got back....for now...zzzz...zzzz...